It is almost 3am and I am up! I cannot sleep tonight. Cris and I watched "The Bucket List" tonight-wow, wrong movie to watch. It's uncanny how much Jack Nickolson looks like my dad going through chemo. It was really difficult to watch and to realize that's what he went through- except the going to Egypt and all over the world part.
I miss him. This is a lot harder than I thought it would be, not that I thought it would be easy, but this is just sooo hard.
I have to lead the Primary in some Father's Day songs later today- a lot later today, and I'm kind of nervous about just breaking down....stupid Bucket List.
I want my bros and sis to know how much I love you and I'm sorry you have to struggle with this today too. Happy Father's Day.
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I thought about you last night and all day today and wondered how you were doing. I guess you are feeling about how I am today, too. Next time you can't sleep give me a call. It is never too late. I took some long stem red roses from the front yard up to the cemetary today. This has been a hard day. I miss my own dad as well as Randy. They were both wonderful dads and totally great human beings.
I love your dad! I hope Sunday went ok!
I was thinking about you too - before you even walked into church, I knew it would be a hard day for you and you family. We love you!
I thought about you all day. I am sorry that you have to deal with this. You are such a strong person. I love you!!!!
Oh gosh, I'm sorry! Angelyn refused to let me watch the bucket list. I'm grateful for that now. I think Dad and Jack Nicholson have a lot of similarities too. I noticed that in some other movie. That one where Kathy Bates has a nude scene. In retrospect, Ang should have prevented me from watching that one. Ewwwww!!!!
I love ya Nicki.
Yo Nick....GREAT blog...again!! The Bucket List has yet to make its way into our house, but I hear good things about it. Jen and I have already talked about what would be on our lists. Father's Day was tough, but we managed to stay active and enjoy all that we have. I'll post a blog about my Father's Day tomorrow. Nick, I absolutely love you. I need more of you and your incredible (GROWING) family. THANKS for being such an inspiration for me and my family!! Steve
k, note to self--don't watch bucket list--thanks for the tip. I got to lead the primary kids on Father's Day too. I think that we all feel about the same this week--crummy. I'm sorry that you feel the same as me.
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